9th July 2012

Today, I am not feeling sorry for myself. I have reduced the morphine by one dose, and have not woken up to feeling sick.
The constipation has not completely passed but life in the bath room is certainly easier.

The pain brought me to tears yesterday, but it was only short lived, so we will see how things go today.

Something weird is going on!
If I see more that 2 - 3 days on the calendar with nothing planned.....

you know......Blank. I have these terrible, what I can only describe as some sort of panic attack!
Crazy, or what?

I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.......
I NEED to have things on my calendar, I can't always complete what is on my calendar, in fact, some times, I can look at a fairly full calendar, and often think,
'Oh no, not today!'

Bloody madness!!!!!

Today, as I said, so far, I am feeling as well as I am going to feel again.
I have my drum lessons this morning, this afternoon, I am going to Leicester to take some last bits and pieces to Mum, take Roxanne out to choose something really lovely for her to wear at a wedding, and eat out.

I will be staying over, so no need to make the drive back until Tuesday.

I may not be able to blog tomorrow, as Mum has no broad band, and wont have until August. If I come home on Tuesday, I will be too tired, but I should manage it Wednesday.

Hope that you all enjoy any plans that you may have for the rest of this week.